At this point, I only have one goal: submit my thesis.
The rest of my goals will be set afterward. I think it will be a work in progress and highly depend on if my full salary funding comes through.
Stay tuned!
At this point, I only have one goal: submit my thesis.
The rest of my goals will be set afterward. I think it will be a work in progress and highly depend on if my full salary funding comes through.
Stay tuned!
I completed most of my 2024 goals. That is about all I can ask of myself right now.
General Goals
Finances
Deferred to 2025:
Time has no meaning anymore. I have less than a month to go before I have to submit my doctoral thesis and I am Schrödinger's cat in that I both exist and do not exist.
I missed my Friday deadline - my supervisor is going on leave for several weeks and that was the last day she had to review a chapter I was supposed to have prepared. I pulled all nighters, I went without food and showers, but still I wasn't able to get it done and in a state that was ready for her eyes by then. I want to blame my coding partner who sent me his (very disorganized and terribly written) sections at the last minute Thursday evening, but I know I share part of the fault here as well. If I had gotten my sections done I could have just told her not to look at his sections until I had a chance to rewrite/reorganize them. But my sections were not ready either.
I vacillate between feeling like it's useless to keep putting effort in and trying to get it done, and feeling like I'll be able to turn something in. I won't be proud of it either way, but I resigned myself to that a long, long time ago.
The good things:
A friend is recovering well from surgery and we are back to our regular weekly hangouts. We started watching the new season of Severance (no spoilers!). They are going away for the month of Feb so have to wait to see the new episodes until they're back, but I am glad they are feeling well enough to have company again.
The friends that are away for Feb asked me to water their plants/house-sit since we live very close to one another. They offered me the use of their car while they are gone. Huzzah! That should save me a ton of $$ in carshares next month. I of course don't have a time of spare time to use the car for fun stuff, but it'll be nice to have a vehicle for grocery store and errand runs.
My 50K JetBlue points were awarded this month. Hurrah!
My family reunion dates are set and we're going to Colorado in August! Yay :)
Not so great stuff (other than the obvious, which is HORRIFIC, of course):
A work colleague died suddenly this month. He was only in his late 50's. He was a hugely influential person in my field and was very encouraging to and supportive of younger scientists. I work closely with his wife. It is a humongous loss on many levels.
My sister has been very mentally unstable lately so my mom and sister are no longer coming to visit me to celebrate my thesis hand in in March anymore. I'm very sad about this.
A friend left her husband. He committed some very serious financial infidelity and was unwilling to work on his problems to ensure it wouldn't happen again. I've been trying to be there for her but a) she insists she is happier than she has ever been and everything is perfect now (even though she has all but stopped eating and is tired all of the time and keeps randomly having meltdowns) and b) thesis-ing has taken over my life.
I paid for a gym membership that I haven't used AT ALL yet. Boo.
I haven't found out yet if I received the funding my supervisor and I applied for that is supposed to start covering my full salary in March.
I'm pretty unhappy with my flatmate but unable to tell him to get out because I just plain do not have time to find a new one right now.
January 2025 Budget
I had my 0.5 FTE salary as earned income. I didn't leave the house much so not much was spent shopping. However, two big bills came due: I paid $99 USD for my annual 2 TB Google One memory storage and I paid my annual contents insurance bill. That one decreased(!) by nearly $78 since last year, which was surprising.
My parents also sent me some money which floated me through most of my expenses.
Income: $3,541.10
Salary: $3,054.08
Lending Crowd repayments: $220.86
Zagga repayments: $6.16
Garage rent: $260
Spending: $2882.25 (81.4%)
Spending categories (budgeted amount in parentheses):
Rent: $1325 - my portion of rent is $265 per week. It was a 5 rent check month.
Groceries: $350.07 ($500). I've been trying to eat down my freezer - it is chock full. I also haven't been eating more than 1 meal a day most days - not hungry (stress from thesis-ing) and just have no time for it.
Power + Internet: $100.99 ($150) - my share of of the utility bills
Eating out: $43 ($150). I got some burger fuel (1x; $32) and some mcdonalds (1x; $11). It's crazy how expensive fast food burgers are!
Charity: $100 ($60). Donated to the family of a colleague who died this month.
Cell phone: $17 ($35). The usual top up.
Medical: $0 ($100). $387
for a dentist cleaning and check up. I had to write a complaint letter
to the company because this new dentist was so awful. Maybe they'll send
me a partial refund? They just said they'd look into it, but that was
before the holidays. $28.46 for scabies lotion because my flatmate gave
me scabies. $30 for a scrip renewal for my thyroid and ADHD medication.
Misc: $896.19 ($485). I'm mostly overbudget due to fees: insurance and paying for 2 TB of Google Drive storage this month.
alcohol, entertainment, travel: $0
self care: $61.20 for a 30 min massage
fees: $538.75 - $335 for contents insurance for 2025, $175 for 2 TB of Google One Drive storage, $28.75 for annual membership to the staff club at work
gifts: $183.70 - $175 for sister's birthday present, $8.70 to buy my friend a green tea at starbucks
goods
and wants: $60.60 - goodies from the American store ($107.10), -$46.50 in returns
transportation: $51.94 - Mevo car for 1 evening ($48), $3.94 for an escooter to the mevo car
Jan 2025 Savings: $658.85 (18.6%). I also transferred $2K of 'extra' funds in my checking account to savings. The extra funds are there because I've been using my US cc a lot and my parents transferred some money into my US bank account, so I haven't had to transfer NZD to cover my US cc.
Savings and Funds Activity Update
Net Worth Tracking
NZ Savings: $130,968.97 NZD
Peer to peer lending:
Kiwisaver: $109,680.22 NZD. This briefly broke the $110K mark this month.
US investments: $59,205.34 USD
Total Net Worth (Jan 2025): $341,298.27 NZD (an increase of $8,176.39 NZD)